Tova vsichkoto doide ot finansova gledna tochka, smisul, matematikata si e matematika, i poneje finansovo se praviat malki greshki moje bi i v fizikata sushto. vse pak finansovo sushto e microcosmos, ne po-malko slojen(ako ne i po-slojen) ot vselenata.

Za tova si pomislih che praviat tazi greshka, umnojavat neshto po sebe si ili po derivativ na sebe si, no ne usuznavat tochno kakvo, ili che se e promenilo. Poradi untimatter, ili skorostta na svetlinata/ ili nalichieto na cherna dupka, kudeto fizikata se izkriviava.

Chisto intuitivno, bez niakakvi matematicheski dokazatalstva, instinktivno mi doide na um che svetlinata po-priroda ne e tova koeto mislim, ili che e suvkupnost ot niakolko neshta koito ne mojem da razgranichim, chisto filosofski go kazvam bez da znam kakvo govoria, mi se struva samo che ako svetlinata ne izbiagva dori ot cherna dupka, edinstvenata i nai silna sila vav sveta bi bila gravitaciata, samo deto mi se stori che ne moje da e tolkova prosto, samo zaradi tozi fack :) si pomislih che svetlinata e suvkupnost ot mnogo neshta, i samo vidimata chast se vliae ot gravitaciata. kato ventilator koito ti duha drehite, no ne vliae tolkova na organite ti.

Za tova mislia che Einstein ne e che greshi, a tochno obratnoto, zalojeno e tova v teoriata mu, samo deto oshte ne se znae koga tochno teoriata mu se promenia - poradi samata natura na teoriata mu. Toest C na kvadrat vsushtnost ne vinagi e konstant, pak e C na kvadrat, ama C se promenia. I misleh che za tova ne mogat da razberat sledvasht etap. i niakoi izchislenia ne izlizat. MOje bi zaradi lipsa na data, ili na dostatuchno dobra tehnologia, ili na moia greshka v misleneto, ili v izmestvane na centur. NO SAS SIGURNOST IMA NESHTO. Ako gravitaciata beshe nai i edinstvena sila nepodvlastna na nishto drugo, niamashe nachin sveta da se razshiriava, tupo ama moje bi da.

Finansovata korolacia e che ne moje vsichko da zavisi ot pari, i ne parite ni kontrolirat nas a nie parite - filosofski poglednato samo. Dori i nai goliamata kompania moje da falira vupreki pritegatelnata sila na parite. MOje da zagubi naturata si. :)

it might be some corrolation to "double dip" theory might be some corrolation to phisics too as to the nature of the universe, humans cannot create anything not bound by natural laws. maybe it might explain segregation of larger companie, maybe even why the octopus picked Spain to wil the world CUP - maybe :) - forget I said that. :):)

Now its hard to explain how this would change personal business desisions an a tiny scale as me, but it truly does.
First of all its not money that's the problem, its the misunderstanding. MOney can be chanelled towards a better long term output. people don't understand their role at a global level, so money will help in adjusting my tiny distribution capabilities towards a larger/not so apparent long term goal. Namely invest in the people once again. ) Noone knows the value of money at this stage - "C" squared has changed. noone knows how, but I think its rather when, that's important. And its not when in terms only of time, but in terms of thought process. the rest is not important, there is no why.
Less money, more output, less money and more people rather, and time is on our side - long term, chanels towards future distribution - completely logical. Nothing is lost really. Fucking stupid partner, how can he think I would not notice, he still did not get that we are working together, he lost.

This is not good for me, at this stage I only have a few people here and there. nothing else, find where you stand first, forget things at the back, even if it shows incompetence and deal with things at the front. Changing the front, on some level changes the back. So priority, get a few hundred euro for a cash registers.